I love her with everything I have and despite everything thats happened I still love her. I will always love her and no one else. she doesn't know how much these past few years have torn me apart by being away from her. I tried to let her know how I felt. I have loved her all this time.

It's so hard for me to give you what you want, but I will because I do care about you. Tonight you sat across from me and I didn't say anything because I told you I wouldn't. You don't know how hard it was for me. I want to hear your voice, I want to know you're okay. I want you in my life, but I can't tell you these things because I made a promise to you.

I still love you.