Monday, September 15, 2003

I feel like raging once again, I have words to say I have a warning to share with you all and here I go.

If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex or if you're not into that then meet a member of the same sex, I don't care about your sexual orientations. Stop the excessive shopping for crap you want but don't need. Stop the excessive masturbation, The hiding away in your room with your magazines, old video tapes and your internet porn. Stop lusting after that media icon pop rock rap hip to the hop whatever the fuck so called star and find someone real to fill your world with beauty. Quit your soul stealing life sucking job, you know the one where you go through the same motions day after day. Start a frickin fight with someone. go skydiving, play in traffic, talk to strangers... Prove to yourself and noone else that you are alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned... now get the hell out of here... why are you still reading this? weren't you listening? claim your individuality, rage against the dying of your personal light...

People say that what we're all seeking is a meaning for life.... I think that what we're really seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonance within our innermost being and reality, so that we can actually feel the rapture of being alive. -- Joseph Campbell

"Do not seek to follow in the footsteps of the wise. Seek what they sought." -- Basho

I don't care if you know what I'm talking about or even understand what I'm trying to get out, these words needed to be said, I'm not a prophet, this isn't the truth you should follow your life by, in fact if you've even read this then it shows how much your still in the system. I know this sounds harsh and abrupt and I can't blame it all on the caffeine, but you know that your life can't be lived to the fullest extent if you cage yourself in a box of social conventions, of rules and regulations. that's not living, animals don't thrive or most often survive in captivity, what do you think it does to Humans who are only a few evolutionary steps away from being animals ourselves... I'm not enlightened, I'm not self-aware, I'm still a slave in the great cog of the machine that is Humanity and no this isn't some matrix/fight club bullshit, but it might have some foundation, you shouldn't live your life according to popular mass media culture... Augh!! I'm going crazy if I'm not already far, far gone... and people say I look so normal...

Now if you've heard me, then good, if you haven't read it again or forget I've ever existed and continue with your lives as they are!!!
I am so gone...

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